few days back i received a sms message frm someone i really miss so much. and yah, i have to admit dis. just like any other siblings, arguments, fights etc will surely arise. but no matter wat, we'll forgive ourselves and make it up to each other. my ego and sensitivity definitely played a big part too. so wat can i say? blood is still thicker than water. yes, im talkin abt my sister nana. someone whom i just can't live without. yes, dat is how much i love her. im gonna meet her soon one of these days. we have a lot to catch up ;)

i've been busy with work and also getting a new house. i bet this time round i wun be able to update my entries as much as last time.
im happy with life still, of course with my hubby around... perfect :)
i miss my frens and i know they've been calling me to ask me out. im really sorry, cos i guess it wasn't the right time. i'll try to make it the next time ok? promise.
i miss my buddy dinoh... he's been busy too but i really have to see him. i hope he's ok..
who else do i miss? hehe.. my other frens... maling? honestly no. cos i doubt she's been missing me. wat can i say? maybe in times of need i'll get dat call? hhmm.. i dunno.. but im a person who speaks directly. i dun hide anythin and probably i may have hurt others due to this. but hey, dats me. love me or hate me. example, i've been thru so much shit with my sister before. big fights.. definitely. we know each other's flaws but one thing we had in common, we speak up directly at each other's faces of things we dun agree. we nvr backstabbed each other and later on pretend to be nice. and after sometime, we will realise our mistakes and forgave each other. the only thing dats different between me and her? hhmmm... she's e stronger one, im e crybaby. hehehe...

anyways, enough abt my life. heard abt perdana thou.. congrats to all winners. congrats to wahana. they were gd and will always be. we were gd too, but we were "rusty". hehehe... well, we had bit of problems just days before e comp. sometimes it wasnt easy having different kind of teams combined together as one. we had different thinking, different taste, different coaches, etc.. havin all dis, miscommunication will definitely arise. wat can i say? as for me, im used to handle a team on my own. and yah it wasnt easy but i dun have such problems came up to me before. i dun blame anyone here but it wasnt wat i imagined it to be. i almost gave up like some of them who already did before the semis. but i didnt. i know somehow, i gotta help out and fulfil my promise to my fren mariam who helped me out before on the last 2004 perdana. and if she knows me well, she will understand it all. to be honest, nothing is better than being in ur own team. i miss those faces, especially e ones i met at norfa's wedding. i dunno whether we'll be as a team again. they have longed wash their hands frm this. i just dun have dat confidence in me to build another Adihar/Jala. sometimes i think its gonna be just a dream gettin everyone back. sigh... can i? even if i can, i'll definitely get these frm some ppl...
"dikir again??? U? Still???"
which i already got now.
anyway, i gotta catch up with my work now. take care peeps ;)