im kinda moody today..probably not havin enough rest and sleep.
last night went shopping at geylang with my family. u guys should know how e crowd is on weekends. but i had no choice since it was e only day everyone in e family was available.
it was hot, crampy and i was sweating like mad. as i quickly passed thru e crowd, i told myself, since i got everythin prepared mths back, there's no need for me to look out for anythin else except helping my mom search for her kain,tudung and stuffs. so once they got everythin they need, we shall be able to move to somewhere else for dinner coz passin thru e heavy crowd, turned me crazy.

anyway,the plan got changed when we stopped at this small shop where they sell exclusive baju kurung. their designs were very unique and i was told by e salesperson e shop got advertised in Manja. watever it is, i saw this turqoise blue in colour and it was a real beauty to me. nothin else captured my eyes except for this one. i dunno how many turqoise blues i have each year but this definitely gonna be my fav. it was just typical me, gettin somethin which doesnt come in bulk and make sure there's no clones out there. yup, im very much particular abt dis. it can be similiar but as long as its not e same piece. so, without second thought, i bought it even though i wasnt really comfortable with e price. i totally fell in love with it :)
feelin damn happy, i continued walkin around whole geylang, passin thru e crowd but dis time,without any complains. hehe..

anyway, like i said before, i wasnt really lookin forward for hari raya. but both my raya outfit i had bought really made me feel like wearin them fast. haa!! totally unplanned. i guess wat matters most is dat im happy.
now im almost done with my shopping. my new bedroom set (looks cool in white!), my new LCD tv, new plasma tv for my family, new kitchen stuffs etc..
even though it did burn my pocket a little, there's no pain gettin it for my own use and of coz, my family. im glad dis year im able to contribute this much. alhamdulilah rezeki :)
gtg now, my sis fetchin me today. its sunday and its a boring day to me. sigh..
gdnite everyone.

a short getaway...

Jive Talkin had a show at sentosa last thur and sis had booked a room at the siloso beach resort for conveniency. i havent tried stayin at e resort ever since my lovely experience at shangrila rasa sentosa yrs back..so i decided to tag along at e very last min. luckily my manager approved of my leave. hee.. and as expected, it was totally heaven.

at e reception



view frm our room window..perfect.



abt to rain..look at e clouds.



me without make-up. cool? tak tahu malu..haa! our room no. 808. my lucky no.



pool and waterfall just outside our room.



me..nite swim.



me and sis..





abg fairoz and sis.



ed, e keyboardist. outside our room. guess wat he's focusing at..haa!!



sis..cute kan?



dis is so fun i tell u!



at e rooftop





brought along board games..yup all three. dis is my fav board game ever since i was small. thanks to our lovely fren for gettin it for us. my fav..e disney edition of coz.



the pop up castle. isnt it cool?



my fav..colour ;)



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and after dat..last min karaokeing with bro and e gang last night. i was totally exhausted but my bro had left his wallet and i gotta send it to him. furthermore dino was surrounded with two couples so he really need me to tag along. baru nak 'bueh'.. haa!! kiddin.. im a good buddy n u know dat! heehee..



was forced to go..hee.



bro and love..



najib and wifey..

our last min karaokeing last sunday..ladies in e house yours truly, endang, kak nana and my bro's fiancee.





roam around geylang lastnight with sis and 2 lovely sisters afni and dinah, abg fairoz, me and dinoh. after dat went to cineleisure and we rented e dvd room. we watched The Reaping and i slept halfway throughout e show. cant help it, after havin my munchies donuts and all e snacks we bought at e bazaar, accompanied with pillow and stuffs, my eyes couldnt hold on any longer. sorry guys..next time, i'll try to keep awake ok! hee..

and tonight's plan..probably hang out wid e same kakis again. still discussing where to go. haa!! typical us, last min planners.
gtg ppl, adios!

they still ask me for my IC wen buying e ciggies. can u believe dat! well at least it makes my day again! great compliments. not e first time though! khekheke!!

love it when i let it all go and they flew up beautifully to e sky..



as for now, im in love with dis song. take a listen :)

TELL ME IT'S REAL

Are you for real
like how i feel
can we share a love
to last forever
and if so
let me know

Tell me its real
the feelin that we feel
tell me that its real
don't let love come just, to pass us by
Try, is all we have to do
its up to me and you
to make this special love, last forever more

Baby you told me that you loved me and you'd never leave my side
to the bitter end, through the thick and thin
you promised me baby that you wasn't goin anywhere
baby keep it real, let me know just how you feel

I can't explain the way you made me feel, everytime that you told me that you loved me
and you know you did, too many times
just when i thought that love could never be a part of me
thats when you came along, and showed me happiness
baby you are the best, i think you're different from the rest
And I really love ya

Tell me its real
this feeling that i feel
tell me its real
for you're love
I would do anything

Tell me its real
the feelin that we feel
tell me that its real
don't let love come just, to pass us by
(you gotta)
Try, is all we have to do
its up to me and you
to make this special love, last forever more

Tell me its real
(do you really love me)
the feelin that we feel
(do you really care)
tell me that its real
(you promised that you'd never leave my side)
don't let love come just, to pass us by
(you promised that you'd always be there)
Try, is all we have to do
(is all we have to do)
its up to me and you
to make this special love, last forever more

Tell me its real
(i'll be there for you)
the feelin that we feel
(you be there for me, sweetheart)
tell me that its real
(i thought that we were meant to be, for eternity, thought you loved me baby)
don't let love come just, to pass us by
Try, is all we have to do
(mama told me told me so, boy you just don't know, anything about love)
its up to me and you
to make this special love, last forever more

ok guys, here's our konsert playlist on last tues's karaoke. hee!
WARNING!! - listen at ur own risk as e sound and our voices upon recorded are not dat clear.

special edition - Cinta (Diana & Leandra) macam mana nye special eh!! haa.. kita punya suka lah! enjoy!!!




went to ballymoons for jammin session lastnight. im actually lookin forward workin with e new guitarist. he had so much experience and he played real good. i felt small when jammed with him lastnight. wat can u expect. just passion and not a proffesion. i got so much to learn. i have no choice cos i love my full time job selling cars and i can only do dis as freelance. watever it is, its better than karaoke. i got money inside my pocket instead of takin it out. hehehe..hopefully everythin turns out well, insyallah. kak nana plays a big part on this cos she's my mentor and she's gonna handle everythin on my side. macam manager la gitu..ehehe..
and yah, i received a call frm endang and she tag along to ballys. its been quite sometime since we last hang out and we had great time. after dat we dropby BaliBa with leand along, and i met someone whom i didnt see for ages ever since he quit Wu Bar. a bit of memories flashed out but i chased them away in an instant.
anywayz, i had asked kak nana to get for me e new perfume. its time for another change. there goes my Dior Jadore right into e trash. everythin must change!!! hehe ;)

me and endang



my new CK euphoria..a good buy. lovely scent, love e packaging and free gifts too!! thanks lot sis!!

time will heal e pain..



We live far apart
And at one time we met
We talked on the phone
Sometimes on the net

What i feel for you
As I've not felt
This love is so strong
My heart may melt

I want to hold you
To never let go
Be together forever
And feel the love grow

I'm trying to show
The way that I feel
Yet words can't describe
This love is so real.

i guess im doin pretty good. life is totally much better now. i've learnt to appreciate wat i have. as much as i hate liars and hypocrites, its best to stay far away frm them. im a very straight-forward person. not really in words but more to actions. and due to that, some people may not be able to take it. its just me. but im one sensitive lady though..hee. i guess everyone has their flaws. love me or hate me :)

lastnight went out with kak nana. she had packed for me e dish she had cooked. its green curry chicken. super yummie i tell u!! made me totally forget abt dieting! haa.. actually dis is wat happened. sis called and our conversation goes like dis...

"na, u eat green curry tak?"

thinking abt dieting, i was like..

"errmm..i dun think so. no need to buy la sis!"

then she said dis which i cant say No to...

"i cook tau..i'll pack for u ok."

and i was like..

huh? u cook? ok, ok!!"

u know, she can really cook. and lastnight after her rehearsal, she passed me e yummie chicken curry . complete with rice and spoon! hee.. so apelagi, i ate it right away!
then she told me there's more.. its e dessert. n guess wat, its my fav munchies donuts! she got one full box of 6s for me. there goes my diet plan but no worries, i'll definitely keep up. hopefully..hee!
thanks lot sis. thanks for sharing e repertoire and teach me those singin stuffs too. im gonna catch up with all dat. of cos i wanna put up a gd show up there even though its not my full time job. im totally enjoyin it while gettin paid. wat cld be more fun than dat ;)
so as usual we waited for abg fairoz and then off to mustafa centre to buy some stuffs.
leand dear, i'll probably see u later ok? gotta discuss those songs and such..
and to u peeps, enjoy ur weekend n selamat berpuasa. meanwhile, enjoy e music video frm christina aguilera, hurt. e song dat truly touched deep inside my heart n means so much to me, my life.

HURT

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for
Blaming you for everything
I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for
Blaming you
For everything
I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

20/09/07

more updates..

its time for changes. one of them is my new blog skin. wat do u think guys? its more simpler to me.

anywayz, here's e pics. sorry lambat upload. everyday is so packed with activities till i forget which day each of these applies to. haa!! anyway recently was lastnight outin with both my sisters, nana and leandra. yeah, just e 3 coolest ladies in town! hehehe.. e magic show was truly amazing but no pics of dat. too stunned i guess. first time i saw somethin so amazing right infront of my eyes. totally unexplainable.

weekend outing me and my buddy dino. to geylang, then drive around to nowhere. its fun!









then last sunday buka puasa @ indo restaurant Grillicious (yummie!! just next to subway at muddys)and bowling session with these lovelies..









while waitin for abg fairoz at pump room clarke quay...sempat amik gambar! lawa kan..cant be just e background view only..hee!



she's back on monday..3 of us had a reunion. hehe.. went to kumar's for awhile. wat can u expect on monday nites..sigh..



no bro, i aint angry no more. we r already like one family :)





my birthday gift frm germany! e shades and gold necklace. dis year i had received 2 necklaces frm both my sisters. best kan!!!



like i said, she's stayin with me for now. hee.. u had no choice sis. both of us cam-whoring in my room while waitin to break fast.






of cos not forgettin our karaoke session after dat..just 3 of us.





and... our desert for e day is none other than...MUNCHIES DONUTS!! so addictive.





lastnight..just 3 ladies in e house! not forgettin her nissan murano which brought us anywhere we wanna go. hee..love e car.

both of us in one of e rooms at cineileisure while waitin for kak nana to fetch us.





at thumper with hazrul and e band, raw energy. but sorry to say, i love zul's voice in dat band. no doubt abt it. hehehe..but dearie hazrul still stands out though :)









last but not least, yours truly. bed time after e long nite.



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singin at american club last weekend was great and gd money i shall say..hee..thanks kak na ;) no pics of me performin, sorry.
and yeah, i did gained a lil weight. hopefully by hari raya i'll trim down. confirm!