just received an email frm dis cute buddy of mine,mariam.
mish her so much..
gd to know she's fine over there..and i can see her put on a little weight.khekehe..
ok lah...u still look gd gerl! ;)

she'll be back soon,dis comin dec,for 2 mths.
i've booked the chalet already sweetie...courtesy of me and kak ju.
so just waitin for u to come back and we gonna party!!
the chalet is for sutera srikandi..
jgn tak overnite k!! ;p

i can't wait...really mish her so much.

so for those who knows her,and mish her as much as i do,here's a pic of her dat she attached on her email.
i know kak nana and wanzali cant wait to see her too.
baru complete 'VIER'.haha!!

my cutie bubbly buddy..


*wish u'll stay here longer

ok,so christopher's out.
felt quite sad cos he's like a fren to me.
but wat to do...every week sure somebody's gonna be out.
but im glad my favs will be back next week!!
i hope they will be the top 3.
of course...only ONE will win.
doesn't matter guys...i love u all.



u guys will always have my support!

ok...enuff abt the idols.
im still at werk now...knockin off at 1am.
lucky for me,i get to watch tv here...so i never missed watchin the idols..hehehe..
im so tired..tmro werkin at 11.30am till 9pm.
darlin gonna fetch me tmrow after werk and luckily im off on sunday.
but too bad darlin going JB wif his family...
im not in the mood to go there wif him cos i wanna start tidyin up my room.
its a total mess!all the letters..i haven't cleared them..
raya comin..dun wanna start last min,and end up hiding all those rubbish!
i'll make sure i'll shine up my room.
i dun want my mum to do it for me now.
i think she pampered me enuff.
ok,i admit...i never do the household chores.
all along,my mum or my bros will do it..
my mum will make sure my room is always clean..my wardrobe will not be like 'sarang tabuan'..khekhekhe..
i never touch the washing machine,never hold the broom for a long long time.
i know its not gd since im a gerl..cos once im married,no one will pamper me.
my darlin sure scream at me.
ooops...he never screams at me..eheheh
ok,ok..not takin any advantage here,i know wat to do..i hope so.kekeke..
rite now im learning to cook..
im never gd at it..but i'll do my best.
i want my darlin to try my best dish one day.
he tried before...ala..all those simple dishes like sardin masak kicap,nasi goreng,mee goreng la..but his comments was like "Ok lah,not bad."
I'll make sure he'll love my next creation.hehehe..haven't thought of any nice dish yet..but i'll let u guys know once i've made it ;)

anywayz,heard tmro's halloween nite.
my fren,emilee,a singer at devil's bar,wants me to go there as they r havin the party and many prizes to grab.
i dun think im goin..cos i finished werk quite late and wanna spend some time wif darlin tmro.
if u peepz are goin for halloween's party anywhere tmro,i hope u guys enjoy ur nite.
but dun get too notty! hehehe..

ok peepz..i wanna start my werk now.
gdnite..

*wish i dun have to work tmoro

at last!! 2 days of so much fun and outta my hectis werkin life!
last tue i had my course abt wireless network at haw par,opp plaza singapura.
the course started at 9am,and was supposed to end at 5pm...but the trainer was soooo kind enuff to release us at 4.30pm.
bessstt!!!was so damn happy..
then straight went to plaza singapura,buka puasa wif wan.

me n wan dlm cab


after dinner,we went to kak nana's apt and had my last touch up,before we proceed to partyworld.
hhehehe...yeah..i'm vain.
in fact,we r all vain.;)

me n sis just had our last touch up


my buddy,anwar aka lembu,joined us at partyworld after dat,and stayed overnite,at sis's place.
last nite i was on leave...just clearin my leave before next yr.
went to watch 'Doll Master' wif Dinoh at TM.
not bad...kinda scary a little.

me n dinoh after the movie


taufik told me i should have watched 'The Grudge' instead.
speakin of dis charming guy frm the idols,he and leandra was at sis's place last nite.
ishh!! they came after i'd left.
its ok,cos taufik promised me he gonna have another pool game with me.
so ,i'll meet them again soon.
they r now busy preparing for their big comp.
its really hard...i wish there'll be at least 3 winners..
i want taufik,leandra and sly to win..
but too bad,only one will win.
nvm..i'll vote the 3 of 'em..
watever it is,i wish them luck..and it doesnt matter who wins cos i'm sure many of them,or maybe all the finalists sure get a recording contract.
may u guys succeed!

today i'm Off...wanna rest at home and watch the idols.
tmrow will be the result...i really hope its not gonna be taufik,leandra or sly who'll be out.
but seriously speakin,me and sis loves olinda's voice.
she has a strong vocal..but i think she's lack of the X factor.
its not easy to have a whole package..
it is really a tough competition..i still can't really guess who gonna win..

tmrow back to work again... *sigh*
can't wait for weekend..haven't had any plans yet..cos i always had a last min one.khekheke...
i wanna rest for now,later wanna watch singapore idols.
have a great evening peepz..muackz! ;)

*wish i have a whole week off

geylang si paku geylang...

reached home around 2pm frm sis's place.
had a good rest first,then mit ira and ayu.
most of the gals can't make it.hhmm....really disappointing.but its ok..
3 org pun jadi lah!hehe..
after my so called 'buka',hehe..we went to geylang,mit my darlin and his anak seni guys,then we jln2 geylang together ramai2..
so crowded..i dun like it.me and darlin decided to go off very early cos its so damn crowded and hot!!ish! rimas dan lemas!!!!
luckily i manage to grab my fav sotong charkuay,and cempedak goreng!after dat,goodbye geylang!

me n ira


sweet ladies


me n darlin n our 'white cheek'


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~sweet couples~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


the chicks and hunks
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@ pacific mansion..

reached there around 5am.
we bought many tidbits before we went there...kata org,kalau dtg tangan kosong tak besh.hehe..
got another new 7 eleven shop near my place.Just infront of my block..senang sikit..
mcm best gitu kan...community centre ada 7eleven,pharmacy,cold storage...dah maju seh.
dah makin byk pulak 7 eleven stores near my block..very gd!hehe..look at my happy face!!



aniway,had so much fun at sis's place.
reached there jer,we watched a movie called 'show girls'.hhmmm...its abt topless dancers.
really gd dancers..and v daring.they can walk around in nude.ishh!! nope..bukan citer blue lah!
but the movie ever get banned...dunno where.Its an old movie..but we love to watch their dance.

and not forgettin,at last!!! i get to jump in the pool!!been so long..besh!!got jaccuzzi somemore...enjoy nah aku ni..berendam lama2.beshh!!

then sis made breakfast for me!
my fav ala western,fish fingers,hashbrowns..and got wings too!yummie!!
ok,my fault,tak puasa dat day...lupa nak niat.hehhee...an excuse?no lah!says who?!hehehehe..;p
astaghfirullah!!! *geleng kepala*

me n sis..feelin s'pore idol aku ni!!haha!!
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waitin for the next weekend,wanna go there again.
but can't wait for dis tues....
partyworld,HERE I COME!!!

*wish i'm stayin there too

i hate ur sweet words..
i hate ur voice..
i hate ur fake smile..
i hate ur face..
i just hate u..

stay away frm me..
stay away frm my life..
stay away frm my frens..
stay away frm my loved ones..

u dun deserve my attention..
nah...not even a bit of it..
u dun deserve to be my fren..
u wanna be my lover?
u chose the wrong one..

if only u know wat friendship means..
if only u know my limits..
if only u know how to treasure me..
all these wouldn't have happened..

i dun lack of any love..
i dun need any frm u..
dun waste any more time..
cos i aint gonna be with u..

*i have my darlin..i dun need any 'big shot' wannabes..

Last nite met my darlin after werk.
At last!!!!
Mish him so much..
We just chill somewhere near his place..cos he's kinda tired.But I'm not!hekkheke..
Cian nenok kereta kita..da lama tak masuk carwash..ish!!!berlapok!!
Aniwae,i'm so happy to mit him.Rinduuuu sekali!!!!

Just now went out with wanzali before i went to werk.
We went to TM,and I bought dis red jacket.Thought of gettin a green colour one,but too bad no green.The red one look cool,so i grab it!Ok tak?hehe..maybe gonna wear it tmrow.



Luckily I'm not at Wisma or Bugis Village.Else,i'll sure get my pocket 'burnt'.These 2 are my most fav shopping place.I can never leave without buying anythin when I'm there.Next week tot wanna go shopping again.

Today i'm werkin till 1am :(
But its ok,later meetin wan and kak nana for coffee after werk.
Then maybe sahur at our fav makanplace, "Spize" at River Valley.U peepz should try the food there.Very nice!!Got kebab,burgers,all kind of prata,desserts and many more!!My fav is tom yam soup and the chicken burger special.POWER!!! 2 thumbs up!!

I'm off tmro!Yes ar!!!
Tot nak buka with budak2 sutera,but seems dat many can't make it.A few only can.ishh!!Kak Ju werkin,she also cant make it.
But i'll still mit those who can..haven't tot of a place to buka yet.Any ideas anyone?

Tonite maybe wanna overnite at sis's place,at Pacific Mansion.I love the place.Its near orchard,so tmrow we can go shopping again!Then pagi2 ley swimming kat pool dia!
Its been so long since I last jumped in the pool.Dun wanna miss the chance dis time.

Ok lah peepz,enjoy ur weekend.
I'm gonna enjoy mine.

*wish everyday is weekend.

Simply Makes Our Day...

we just luv takin photos.
lagi2 bila da ada digicam baru..ahah!!
different looks of me and wanzali.. ;)

Last nite went to break fast wif my koliks.
Just the 3 of us only...me,dhira and eugene.
But later after dat,Kak Nana joined us.Yup..we jalan2 the whole geylang.kehkehke..
Very funnie dat one of the guy selling dendeng,shouted "dendeng s'pore idol pun ada jual!!"
We all laughed upon hearing dat!hahah!!cian sis.. aniwae,look at her new hairstyle!dats y i had mine too..kehkehkeh..but not as drastic as hers.U look gd sis! ;)
I look terrible in curls.. bluek!! my new fringe still look fine.hehe..

I love going geylang during weekdays cos it wun be as crowded as weekends.
At least there's some space for us to walk around.hehe..
I bought my fav salmon pizza...with cheese topping..yummie!! u guys should try!!
For buka,i had siput sedut and chicken rice at one of the coffeeshop.Can't remember which one..its near the end of the bazaar..near the macdonald's.

After we walked the whole geylang,we decided to go karaoke at partyworld,at the Heeren.Me and sis just can't miss dat!We just love to sing our hearts out!!
Too bad Dhira can't join us,but wanzali did meet us there.He simply can't say no when it comes to karaoke..kehkehke..
Had so much fun last nite...
And today...back to work. *sigh*
Werkin till 1am..so tired.
I need my bed now!!! uhuk~!!! :(

My Koliks~~Dhira N Eugene~~



Kak Nana,Me N Eugene


PartyWorld KTV @ HMV Heeren


*wish everyday can go party

I am so damn fed up with my workin schedule now!!
Unlike last time,when I was on nightshift,i had many off days.
Its all back to boring life..
For this WHOLE MTH,its either i finish at 9pm or 1am!!!
Wat the f**k!!
And 2 off days....1 on weekday,and the other on weekend.

But now,I'm trying to save myself out of dis hell!!!
Yes...I'm dying of boredom!!!
I'll still mit my frens...dun care whether its after 1am.
I'm glad they are always there when i need them.Luv u all!!! muackz!!!

I mish my darlin so much..looks like we can't really see each other dat often anymore.
He's busy with his work too... *sigh*
mish u so much dear.. :(

Most of my frens asked me out..to geylang lah...buka puasa lah..
But just look at my tight schedule!!
I always had to break fast at work.Boring kan???!!
And have to wait for my off day...then can go geylang or break fast wif them.Haiz....NASIB!!!

But its ok...i can handle this...i hope so.
I'm just happy and grateful dat my frens never leave me behind despite my hectic werkin life and my tight schedule.There's always stories to talk abt and to be shared..including gossips...ehehehe..
And the gd news is dat...I've lost 2kg!!!yiipppieee!!!!
i'll work hard to get back my old shape..yup!!! i will!! another 6 more kg to get rid of!!

Dino called just now...i missed him so much.Last time almost everyday we watched movies together.But now,he's been busy wif his album.Its gonna launch soon dis 24th at sembawang.
Got 'ratuku diana' in it!! yeahh!!hehehe...thankss!!!
We're also waitin for his new Honda ESI to be out...yeah soon!!! Ley gi rounding2!!! Just like last time...gi explore OCH lah...kubur bidadari lah...ishh!!! nah..i dun wanna go there again.
Just wanna explore the whole s'pore if can!!hehee...
I wanna try drivin that car!!hehe...sure can!!!

Tmrow going to geylang wif my koliks...
Too bad only a few of us can make it...the rest finish werk quite late..haiz..
Its my off day tmro.
Waitin for my weekend. *sigh*
Finishin werk at 1am...yeah soon.
Meetin wanzali later for coffee.
Nope...I'm not tired.khekhee..

Gdnite peepz..

~~~~Somebody Make Me Smile Pls!!! ~~~~

*wish i'm back to my old shift!

Went to Sentosa as early as 7 in the morning!!
Can't sleep the whole night so went there wif my buddy,anwar coz he,himself,can't sleep too.
Crazy rite?kehkehke...dats why i luv all my frens..they are just like me...CRAZY ;)




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*really mish my darlin..hope he can spare sometime for me soon.

My Cutie,Cuddly Beanie Brownie Sitting Comfortably On My Office Chair.



His name is Beanie Brownie.
He's always wif me in the office,and whenever I'm stressed at work,i'll just hug him.
It'll definitely make me feel better and relaxed.
He has been wif me since years back,during the time I was being hospitalised.
It was given by my own buddy,Mariam,who came to visit me dat time.
Thank u so much!!

LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!



*mish my darlin badly :(

Selamat Berpuasa Semua!!!

as I've known,whenever I'm down or moody,these people will always be by my side.
spent the past few days wif Kak Nana and Wanzali.
they have always been there for me,for my ups and downs,and never failed to make me smile.
thank u so much! *muackz*

Alicia Keys - If I Ain't Got u

chorus - Some people want it all, but I don't want nothing at all
If it aint you baby, if I aint got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I aint got you..

sang this song wif wan and sis,in acapella and harmony..
and i had it recorded in my voicemail's greeting.
i have a new vocal/music trainer too!I'm learning the notes now..its kinda exciting learning it wif guitar.The person is so kind enuff to teach me many things..somehow there's so much to learn actually.Thanks to my sis for giving me the chance to mit these people.I would say...they are all professionals in music line.

music is my passion.
somehow,it makes me happy,and let all my worries/probs off my mind.
i dun mind if its just temporary...it just makes my day ;)
music is everything to me..

*wish everyone's problem-free...

Yesterday went to cut my frindge...yup..went to the salon just to cut my frindge..khekehe..
Ok lah...just for new look..not bad rite?hehe... ;)

Last nite went to Mimi's pit at East Coast.
At first went to mit Wanzali at the airport,as we both knock off frm werk at the same time,1am.
Luckily i quickly remind wan to buy a box of chocolates and card for mimi.If not,sure empty handed coz si mimi pun bilang last min!

Reached east coast at around 2am,and we both went searching for pit 50.
We walked all the way till the end,which showed pit 48,and it ends there.
I was damn tired,so we took a cab instead,thinking dat I might have heard it wrongly.It might be pit 15.
LoL!!Selenger dua budak ni...ehehhe...
Nak call Mimi,hp dia kena cut..coz when we talked,he was still at home.Ish!!
By that time,its around 3am...
Then luckily I got sawani's number...haiz...baru sekarang nak ingat cari org.
Otak da jammed.
So pit 50 was near the hawker centre.
ishhh!!!
By dat time,kak nana pun da sampai kat east coast mac...so wanzali and me took a cab again,fetch sis,and went there together.
By dat time,my legs already felt loosen.Mcm nak tercabut!!
And the most saddest part....I did bring my digicam,but forgot to take any pics.
Ishh!!!
I guess I was too tired,too thirsty and sleepy.
Definitely lah!! I was from werk. *sigh*

But the whole nite was fun though...
at least i have my sis and my buddy wif me to sing and cheer me up.khekheke..
and i saw a shootin star too!yesss!!its been so long since i last saw one.

I'm glad Ulan is still around.Ingat da tutup habis..
So its just only the older badge yg nak pencen.
Haiz....sayang.
Watever it is....i wish them success in watever they do.I'm sure watever decision they make,its the best for them

*wish no one will ever stops...

*LOL*

Ok,ok...I'm laughin...cos I'm enjoyin..ohh nope!I'm just feelin extra happy today.
Offended?Angry?nah...did i say I'm not?err...*scroll down*..yup!yup!
No one has offended me.So why must I be angry?

I'm glad now I can rest my mind in peace and dat everything's over.
Now lookin forward for Raya and planning for the chalet.
Nope...dun worry gerls...I'm not angry.
Read if u like,leave as u wish.Its my blog afterall.
But I still welcum those who drop by...welcum!welcum!

I dun hate my enemies..coz I dun recall havin any.
Even if I do...I've longed forgotten abt it.
I've flushed it away frm my mind so dat everything is clear.
kalau tak...berkeladak otak aku...nanti nak fikir betul pun susah.

I dun deny in dk world..some may like u and some dun.
But all I can say is that,I dun fight using words..but I do when I'm on stage.
Ooops...did I just typed the word 'fight'?
Nope..nope!!!Wats the use fightin over things dat are over and done with?
Can we turn back time?nah...
I seriously believe dat I didn't offend anyone...and no one did offend me either.
Sincerely,nope.
So no worries here...I dun like to find fault wif anyone.
Not dat I'm afraid of em...but becos its not me.I'm not dat kind.
I'm happy with my life and I dun wanna let all this typical/trivial issues affect me at all.
Watever I've said here is all abt me and wat I feel and think rite.

So peepz...be happy ok?else...will easily get old ;)

Take care ;)

thank you for droppin by..i dun hate people just becos my fren does...not me.
its not easy gettin in the semis....syabas Puteri!U gerls are a winner in ur own ways.In my eyes,we both are a winner...

Peace Of Mind..

Just love to look at sunrise & sunset.

This was taken on 4th Oct,at Marina 06.01am.
Look at the colour of the sky.Its my fav colours..blue and pink.Cool~
Dats why I quickly took a shot! ;)



*wish I could fly up high

Winning Is Never Everything

Sometimes I wonder why some people love to talk but they dun even know wat they're talkin?Or...they knew?Then I'm sorry for them...Its all back abt dikir again.. Its not abt bombarding anyone here...its more abt sharing.. nah..i'm not angry..not pointin at anyone either.Just plainly sharing my points here.Yeah...its my blog,so I'm free to let it out ;)

I'm NOT a newbie in this DIKIR world.
Lose some, won many times.Yeah...so wat if I'm saying all dis.
I'm not proud of who I am or my achievements.
I am proud dat I never been a sore loser.If I lose,means I lose.I'd learn frm my mistakes.But I wun blame those who won neither will I be unhappy abt it.
Yeah..be professional..
I have my many many trophies in my room.
And I deserve all dat due to my OWN EFFORTS.
More than 10years in dk...I sure learnt something.
And thanks to my bro who brought me into dis dk world.
And thanks to some nice guys frm Kelana Purba(older badge)..whom I first see when I first joined dikir barat.
I've learnt so much abt it..so much!!The good and the bad..not forgetting,the worst ever!
I've 'tasted' being a juara,karut,awok2,percussionist and a leader.Its a big responsibility being a leader,but I'm proud that I can manage it well.Its not as easy as wat others might think.
And I've felt the difference playin different roles...I used to think playin the frontmen is the hardest..but until I've tried all..I believe everyone plays an important part and its not as simple as u think.

Why the combine?

Simple...

To win?Nah...but i dun blame those (yg pemikiran cetek),to think otherwise.
Cos in their minds were all abt winning.Period.

Mega Perdana 2004..

Was supposed to performed as JALA SUTERA 2.But I'm proud Kak Nana was in the idol so I dun mind if she cant play.
But why would I waste such an opportunity to combine with my idol,Kak Ju?
And Mariam,who has been wif me in dis dk world for so many years...and dis is not our first time performing together as a team.And dat srikandi is no more active...why waste such talents when they themselves still have the interest flowing in their blood?Its not abt my opportunity,its also theirs'. And to some of the gerls who still wanna play...i wun let their talent go down the drain just becos our group is no more as active as last time.My love in dk is very strong.And I wun let those who put in their love and interest as much as me to give up just like dat.

Thank u to Khatijah,leader of srikandi,who also made this combination possible.
'All stars' team??? I would label dat if THE WHOLE TEAM is not a newbie.I dun label myself as a star in dk.But some did think I am..but so wat?They are my supporters and I dun pay them to support me!

But how do u explain those who are still fresh into dikir barat and not even knowing the basic?Just becos u see the frontmen...me and kak ju?Or just becos of the name?

Its me who came out wif the name.Its fair enuff since me and kak ju played the frontmen.
Even without the combination,we ever did PROVED we made it.

Kumpulan wanita terbaik...

Srikandi Ratnawidjinja got dat for Perdana 2000.
Jala Sutera 2 got dat for Anugerah dikir 1997.

I'm not being proud here.Its a fact.It doesn't make any sense if we were in for perdana 04 just for the trophy.And its NOT our main motive to combine just to show to people how great we are.WE DUN MIND LOSING.

salah ke kalau kami terus memperjuangkan seni ini?
ini bukan cara gangster luar,ikut baju lah..watever..
we dun need to stop just becos our team has.
at least i know my limits in everything i do.
i know where i belong still n not jumping here and there.
yes!i'm proud of dat!

I'm proud that all the gerls gave me the trust to manage the group.
I'm proud of my buddy Mariam...who played juara for the past perdana,played the gong for us during saringan.Abt winning indeed huh?Glamour??Far from our thoughts.
And to those who think dat we have to combine to win...dats a pure bullshit.
Coz some of us already had the taste of being a winner.Not just once...but..ok nvm.
Nanti org ingat bangga pulak.

Dah rezeki kita.And to those yg tak happy...meaning the judges' are not qualified then.Cos they gave the undeserved ones to win.Is dat it?Dun trust them next time then.
But gerls...dun worry.We have many of them who are happy for us! ;)

Well...its not my problem.Its not US who hold the marking sheets.
I'm proud of my gerls who showed me so much improvement after havin to endure those negative remarks abt our performance during saringan.
At least its not abt the frontmens' marks dis time.The gals did it becos they realised their mistakes and I'm proud of them.
Thank u Sutera Srikandi.I'm proud of u!

See u gerls at our chalet...mish u gals so much!!yeah..soon!
We gonna celebrate it!So much to enjoy...ahakz~!Luv u all..

~~~~~~~~~~~~Sutera Srikandi~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

*mariam!!! cepat balik!!!

Aint Your Problem..

Sometimes its funnie to know others' opinions of u.
Not tryin to point at anyone here,but its happening.
Maybe to us all.

They believe wat they see,and start to assume and said it confidently wat they saw is true.
I dun find it annoying,but i pity these people as they have low IQ and can't really provocate their brain cells.They got nothing better to do.Come to me,I'll tell u wat to do!Hehe..
My problem?Nah!!!But dun u dare talk abt me without knowing WHO I AM!!

Gossips...they r everywhere.

I am being wat I am and who I am.I show my true colours at one shot rather than those who take it slow in revealing them.
I can mix around wif anyone I like.Guy frens?Yeahh!!! They r everywhere around me.And my gerl frens to pamper me many many..luv u all!!!
In the end,its my life.And I can assure u 100% dat its not going to bother ur life.. not even just a bit.Not even 1%.So can u stay away frm my personal affairs now?
Or u just love to talk abt me?Well go ahead!I can't shut ur mouth up.I wish I could though.Haha!!Do wat u like...Nobody gonna stop u!Yeah...you,you,you,you..!!!! *roll eyes*
Nope...I'm not talkin abt anyone...Haven't reached my ears yet.But sometimes,u can feel its comin.Sooner or later.

So people...do wat u like.U know who u r and u have people who know u best.
Gd luck!

Enuff said...its nothing really..yeahh..nothing ;)

My darlin gonna fetch me later.Must leave work at 9pm on the dot.So damn tired.

Mega Perdana 2004 Finals - 3rd Oct '04.



The results were out yesterday...
Congrats to Us,Sutera Srikandi in getting the Best Girl's Group.
It's the most unforgettable comp for me.

I would like to thank Kak Ju,for giving me the honour to combine wif her.
And to Mariam as well,for her never ending support to me in dikir barat.
Thank you so much for making this comp possible.

And thank you to all my frens too for all ur support.Really appreciate dat so much.

To all the gals,yes we did it.But always remember,winning DOES NOT means we r already at the top.Always look down and believe dat everytime,there's always things to learn.

I believe Puteri showed very much improvement so far.Treat that as an example.They never give up.And that's the way it should be.Honestly,I'm proud of them.

It's been more than 10 years I'm into dikir barat and I never stop believing all dis.Success will only come when u believe in urself,and never give up.

Honestly speaking,this combination is not abt winning.I had enuff of my ups and downs.Maybe those who doesn't know me well,might think differently.
I dun care abt dat anymore.This normally happens in dikir barat.I believe those who have been in this line for more than 10 years,will understand wat I mean.Its not easy to adapt to all those assumptions,gossips,and bad remarks thrown at us.
I'm happy dat I didn't let all dat destroy me. *pat my back* .Good job Diana.

Congrats to all winners for Mega Perdana.As expected,I knew Elfee will get dat title.Good job my fren.Congrats to Didi as well.At last..u made it! ;)

On Our Way To Kallang Theatre


Ira,Me & IdaDee


Sweetie Cutie Endang


Do people know how hard it is to handle a group?
Do people know the hardships we went thru?
Do people know how hard we trained regardless whether its rain or shine?
*ibarat rumah tak beratap..which best described our training place.
Do people know its not easy to teach those who dun even know dikir barat at all?
*yes,all back to basic...but do people know?
Do people know dat there is such a group dat played for so many years and never wins?
And why they still keep on playing?
And why the judges didn't let them win?
Is it their fault or the judges'?
Do people know its not abt getting the title?
Do people know wat friendship means?
Do people know that there are so many established groups out there,which consists of those not PURELY frm the team?
Isn't it better to use a different name rather than played for a grp which is not originally urs?
Do people know wat my dream is?
Do people always think winning is always everyone's dreams?
*Not ME.

Don't assume if u don't know.

Somehow I wonder why some people are able to think,but cant really think wisely.
And they let their stupidity outshown their capabilities.
And that their words are so powerful,but aren't aware dat its full of shit.
*semoga seni ini tidak akan dikotori oleh org2 seperti ini...